HEI GUYYSS !
I'm bored !
makanya gue balik sama Blog gw tercinta ini !
haha . jahat ya gue ? and YES ! that's me ! klo gw gak jahat don't ever call my name !
mhuaahahaha ! >:D
oke back to topic ! adn topicnya tuh apa ya ? . wait ! kita blm nentuin topic yaa ?
yaahh gak ush pake topic kali yaa .
just read it or leave it :p

hmm . hmm . ngmngin apa yaa ?
bnguung ! -,-
well, gue lagi liburan ! and it's a week already ! dan masih tersisa 2 hari liburan gue ! bahagia gak sih jadi guee ? HAHAHAHA !
tmen2 gue pada tau kmna liburannya .
and gue ! GUE MEEENN ! di rmh aja . duduk dpn komputer ALL DAAYY ! SHUT UP ! gue tau ini mengenaskan ! mengenaskan B A N G E T ! ! !
soo Guys ? ad yg butuh tmen jalan2 ? gue MAUU ! tapi dgn syarat jemput gue, bayarin gue, terus anterin gue pulang ke rumah ! :P haha . enggak canda .

gue lagi nungguin ade gue, dan menunggu sore .
mau main bulutangkis dpan rumaah !
lumayan buat nurunin berat badan selama liburan *sigh*
OH YAA ! gue blom cerita yaa ? wktu itu berat guee ! 52 KG !!
well, parah abis emang ! dan nyokap gue ! dari hari pertama ujiaan ! and sampai 3 hari berikutnya . dy terus2an bilaang "kaak, kamu kurangin donk jatah makan kamu." "kamu ntar klo udh gede baru genduut loh ." daan klo gue lg ngmbil mknan lagi pdahal 1 jam yg lalu gue baru makan nasi dy bilang "kamu makan lagi ? ckck ." *sigh*
yak dan akhirnya . gue pun menyeraah . dan mulai belajar mengurangi porsi makanan pas liburan . dan semoga gak batal juga pas masuk asrama ntaar (AMIIINN!)

and GUYS ! ad yang tau knpa udara panas bngeet ? apa matahari udah beranak-pinak skrang yaah ? atau emang neraka lagi bocor ? panas bnget sumpaah .
gue mau ke mall ah nyari lemari es yang ad laptopnya . jadinya gue OL dr lemari Es aja :p

oke sumpah ini panas bnget . udah dulu ya .
mau masuk ke kulkas dulu ..
bye !
and good luck with your holiday okeey ? ;)
take care ! :*

I hate to be falling in love

you know what ?
things that I really scare the most is falling in love ,
I just scared falling in love .
takut untuk sakit lagi . takut untuk kecewa lagi . dan takuut untuk jatuuh lagi .
gue takuuuttt , takuuut bngeett ,
takuuut saat gue lagi percayanya dia pergi dan menghancurkan semuanyaa .
di saaat gue lagi sayang2nya he will go and never come back . and he will leave me alone here . with cry and hurts .
gue takuuuutt . dia suatu hari bakalan pergii . and leaves me with my broken heart .

Love really sucks !
I just hate to be falling in love ! I hate when they will leave you ! just leave it dan beranggapan kalo gak ada apa2 yang terjadi sebelumnya antara kita ! I just want to slap their face ! segampang itu kah mereka bertingkah seperti itu ?

gue disini terdampar dalam dilema .
should I be falling in love again or just close my heart for awhile and let the pain from the past healed first .
well, gue disini gak menyalahkan salah satu gender . karna cewe juga ad yang sok jago bertingkah like a player ! and saat cewe ini jatuh ntar itu bakalan sakiit .

this life is sucks . why we should have love ?
love sucks . Me hate it so much . it will make you happy and laugh and at the same time it will make you cry and hurts .

hey boys ! can you just be faithfull to one girl for the long time ? is this your thank you for them that growing you up ? you should think how it feel klo hal yang SAMA menimpa kakak, adek, atau nyokap lo sendiri ?

Love sucks ! today they will make us happy, laugh, and smile all time. and tomorrow they will make you cry, painfull, and hurt .

I don't know what happen to me .
But me , already tired for all this lovesicks !
every time I fall, dissapointed and broken , I will always stand up again with my friend that always support me. but now ! I really wish . please earth let me love someone that also love me and now without dissapointed and broken again .
and please all this sick kasih ke orang lain aja !
biar mereka bisa menghargai sekaliii aja ! menghargai klo cinta itu sgat berharga . biar mereka bisa tau kalo hati itu gak bisa dimainin seenaknya aja like they play football .

I am dying .
why THEM ! can do this ? and I can't never hate them !
I really want to slap their face ! so then mreka bakal menghargai klo KITAA ! gak kaya pajangan yang bisa di samperiin kapan aja !
SUCKSSS !

Did you know guys ?
How it feels when someone who always give his best smile every morning suddenly gone ?
When he's the one who can make you get up from your thight sleep suddenly gone ? It's kinda hurt to lose someone who always feel your days .
When someone who always support you to do the things that you can't do it suddenly act like "I don't care" it really hurts . No one can support you and it makes you down .
You know what ?
I'm down .
Perubahan itu perlu tapi gak sesering ini dan gak sedahsyat ini .
Isn't wrong to like you ? I don't hope you to be mine ! I'm happy enough to know that You're my friend that's good enough already .
Come back please . Don't act like this . It's kinda childish you know ? that's hurt !
I want you who always smile to me every morning .
I want you who always teach me how to play basket .
I want you who always support me when I'm not believe in myself .
You already make big impact in my life and you want to leave it just like this ?

Gue lagi bngung !
I'm depressed . The only thing that I depend on suddenly gone . The only thing that can make me cheerfull again suddenly gone . The only thing who know me suddenly gone .
What's wrong ? Did I make a wrong things to you ? Told me !
Come back here !
Can we just be a friend ? A friend like yesterday ? Who laugh together . Cheating together . Sharing all stories . I miss ya dude . I miss to story all my experience in that day . I miss to laugh together when you told me some jokes .
I'd cry so many times until I can't cry anymore . You did the deepest thing and you want to leave it and didn't take it .
Heeeyy ! Come on !
I told ya different not like others .
But you just the sam boys who always act like a superhero for a moment and act like a bitch for the other moment !

oke . I'm too much talking .
I'm off . For you ! Yang ngerasa ! Smoga ngerti and it didn't make negative thinking in your mind .
Gbu !

hell-o !!
bwt semua yang ngerasa JARAAAAAANG bnget dapetin apa yang lu mau you should read this ! karna blogger ini sekarang sdnag merasa seperti itu . -__-"

adakah yang pernah ngerasain gak pernaaah ngerasain yang kalian mau ?
kalau pun pernah itu bklan JARAAAAANNNGG ! bnget terjadi .
I'm the one !!
kalian pernah pengen "something" tp "something" itu malah di ambil ama orang lain ! dan seenak jidatnya mereka memamerkan "something" itu dpn kita ? I'M THE ONE !
you know guys ? that's really hurt ! and TOTALLY HURT !
GUE SAKIIT !
SAKIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT BNGEEET !
klo udh kaya bgni gue bkalan harus tetap berusaha cheerfull, smile ,and shows the world that "HELL-OW GUYS ! NOTHING HAPPEN TO ME OKAAY ?"
I hate thiss !
kapan gue bisa SHOW MY OWN FEELING !
klo gue bisa gue mau teriak sekenceng-kencengnya !
let all my feelings out ! or maybe gue pngen robek, gue benyek2. pokoknya gue ancurin "something" yang gue pengen itu jadinya gue gak ad alasan lagi buat merana !
ah SH*T !
WTF !!!

HATE THIS TIL DEATH !
GUE BENCIIII !
why should me !!
GUE SERING bnget ngerasaain bgni !
knpa gak orang lain ajah sih yang di kasih biar mereka ngerasa jugaa ! HELLO !! I want to be happy also with "something" that I really LOVE !
when I can got that "something" ?
I know I'm not perfect ! really not perfect ! But everybody punya hak ! to get what they waaanntt !!!
I HATE YOU !
YOU ALL !
ALL OF YOU WHO READ THIS !
huhuhu .
I'm down to the deepest earth surface !
he's the one who make me fly and he's the one who can only make me fall into my deepest sadness !
thanx to him !
I can't really hate you cause I love you !
you know what I feel right now ?
I want to slap your fu*king FACE with MY OWN HANDS !!!
ARRRGGGHHH !
I really want to hate you if I can !
ONLY IF I CAN !
hey !
thnx for all dude !
thank you so much !
YOU KNOW WHAT ??
I LOVE YOU ALREADY ! do you happy with that ? it's enough for you to see me DYING over here ? ENOUGH ? ENOOOUUGGGHHH !
Hheeeyyy ! gimme back my hearts that you stole from me !
GUE SEKARAAT TNPA HATI GUE TAUUU !!!!
huhuhu !
gimme back my heart please !
gimme back !
huhuhuhu
:'(

Hey there !

Hey there ! Did you know that I love you ? Did you ? Did yooouuu ?
Did you know that I really care to you ? Did you ? Did youu ?
Did you know how panic I am when you get sick ? Did yoooouu ?
Did you know how it feels when you show up your sweetest smile ? It's feel like I'm really gonna hug you that time ! If I can't control myself maybe that thing will be happen .
Did you know that I'm always watching you wherever you go and whatever you do ? (okaay . This listen like a pshyco haha)
Did you know ?
Did you know ?
gue rasa lu gak tau apa2 .
I don't need anything more . I'm just happy with my life right now .
thanx for being my friend . Thanx for listening all of my story .
I love you .
God bless you and thank you . :)

Heeeiiihhhooo !
What's up ?
This my 3rd post from my handphone ! Nyahahaha .
Okeey !
So ! How's ur guys life so far ?
I'm good .
And thank God for it .
Yeaah . Honestly, I don't know what should I post here . Nyahaha .
My life going so fun so far .
I like my life and I don't want to change it with everything . Thank God so much .

Gw skrng lg di kamar asrma abis pemotretan bwt buku Tahunannya kakak kls 12 . And I don't know mw ngpain skrng . Should I sleep ? Jam sgnii ?? Slleeep ? Mw jadi apaaaa ?
Lg dngerin lagi You're really the one-nya Shania Twain .

Anyway ! Thank you so much bwt yg ngedoain gw bwt nglwatin mslsh2 gw sbelumnya .
Haha .
I'm free !!? And happy ! Thak you yaaa ! You guys the best!
I love you .
God bless You .
Keep smiling .
I heart you ! :*

Morning everyone !
Nyaah !
Ini adlh postingan gw yg kedua yg gw post via handphone !! Nyahahaha ! Gue emang pintarr ! Rawr !

Okey ! My feeling better now . Sbnrnya sih dr hari Senin kmren . Tp Selasa adlah puncaknya ! Nyahahaha !!

Gue hari ini tugas ngibarin bndera dan penurunan bndera !!
Gue latihan baru sekali kmren dan hari ini gue tugasnya ! Zzz . Tugas ini tugas yg pling bkin gue merindiingg ! Tadi gue dah ngibar . Dan belum bisa di bilang bgus walupun gak ancuurr . Aduhh . Gue takut parah buat penurunaann ! Masalahnya penurunan di tonton bnyak orang ! And you know what ! hari ini di sekolah gue ada sparring ! Dan otomatis ! Sekolah yg ngelawan skolah saprring ini jg akan ikuuttt penurunan bndera ! Aarrgghh ! Gue stress paraaahh !
Pray for me ya guyss ! Grrr ..

God Bless You !
and be a miracle . ;)
See ya . Lov ya all . :*